Wednesday, March 08, 2006

We regret to inform you that you are unsuccessful in your application. However, if you wish to apply to a particular course, you may approach the institution concerned directly. The institution concerned will inform you of the outcome of your application.....

What the fuck is this?

While many of my friends out there are perhaps anticipating their new found glory of making it through to their desired polytechnics.While people are out there celebrating and rejoicing their success,there is this stale feeling that lingers within my heart.Utter disappointment is how i am feeling right now.First i screwed up my o levels with a D7 in my mathematics,posting was not successful and now my future of appealing in other polys looks bleak.

Will i ever make it to the poly?This question is still in doubt.While other people out there are preparing to start a new chapter of their lives,here i am worrying about the outcome of my appeal.Spoke to the lecturers at the various polys a few days back and their responses were negative.Chances are so slim that i can only hope for the worst and pray for the best.

However,its too late to regret or be remorseful.Since its over,i will just have to handle it with a different approach...

My work contract with Income has gradually come to an end,and i regretted not extending the contract for an additional month as it beats lazing around at home and doing nothing.Today i had experience the first-hand feeling of loneliness,cooping up in my den at home is certainly not the solution to alleviate my blues.Currently being unemployed also meant that i do not have any more income,i wonder when will the next job opportunity come knocking on my door?

Posted by Kenneth at 11:50 PM